Congonhas - July/2011

I feel like a grown up. You spend hours waiting to register and you'll feel like one too!
I didn't know what to choose... I have no ideia yet. Anyway it's a relief to see all that suffering and know I'm over that. And now I have a bank account and a big journey to start. I can't wait. Well, I can... Yeah, for another semester if I could. But here I am. I couldn't be more happy and scared at the same time...

PS: I forgot to mention how great is to speak in franglish...thanks, friend! I can't wait for Derailed.

I had a great dream, but very weird... Now, I'm a little excited to start...More than a little..I expect many things. I don't want the days to pass, but I want to start soon... If only I could see what's next...
And I had a great baby day! I'll miss this so much... They are the cutest creatures in the whole world!!!

I WANT TO SLEEP FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!

Oh God!!! Finally!! It's a relief!!! I can't wait!!! In fact, I can... New things... But I still don't believe it....And maybe the best is still to come...Now, I'm afraid to write some things here...Let's wait and see if I'm not fooled again... English classes are coming!!!!

God! It's so hot!!!!!!!! And I have nothing to say. I'am just writing because I'm really anxious. I want to know as fast as I can. And I can't do anything....Oh! And I have a question: how can I possibly live without you? I don't know. Well..let's forget about that. And go to sleep....It's late..bye, Ana

So, I have no idea why am I creating this. I think it'll be good for me as I'm practicing my bad English. Don't notice the awful mistakes. Anyway, I wanted to write how I felt about something that happend today, and I didn't know where. I was so shocked. That person called me. Me!!!! Why??? Well, I had no reaction at all. I didn't say what I thought I would. Just God knows. I didn't believe it. I didn't enjoy as much as I should. I'm accepting it well, I think. The thing ended. So what now? Waiting for some results, so lost as I can be. That's right. I travelled last week. Forgot about many things. But many pressures that came back when I did. Campinas was a relief, even to this problem I'm talking about. I'm gonna miss it. So much. But my hole life is on hold now. That's why I didn't react. Well, I think that's enough. I just hope it happens again. It's not that bad. And reading this text, I know anyone won't understand. And I still want to comment on my dream this night. It's was about everything I'm waiting for. It was not the first time. God! That could really happen. Now, it's enough!!!
I look forward to have English classes again.
Bye, Ana